Thursday, September 08, 2005

Bridges

We can imagine a myriad of different symbolistic meanings for the bridge. Insert your own here___________.

Now focus on the following:

Sometimes you must burn a bridge in order to erect a new one. Whether it be stronger or more ornate or simply has more connections, the bridge that replaces the burned structure is purposefully built with all knowledge from it's original construction and all knowledge acquired since. Thus, the weaker connection is strengthened though a process of creation, destruction, and learning. We learn lessons from the destruction and apply them to the new project. Well, it is time to rebuild some of my bridges and the project requires space. So here go a few a fires...

The love I feel for my family, all of you, is a combination of scientific and ethereal beliefs that make up the core of my soul. This is not a 35 year relationship we have...it is eternal. You simply cannot see that truth or you choose to deny it. I do not require anything resembling the possessive love that is demonstrated by some of my family members. You hopefully can accept this and try to learn.

My mother will read this, as she does all things I write, and only hear the voice of the son that she so misses. She will hear nothing of the true content and only search for the pleasure of her own success. I am not your life nor am I the reason for you to feel success. You need to find the reasons to be happy inside yourself...as I have repeatedly asked of you.

I am alone for good reason. The love that is "given" to me comes with a price tag. In return for this "love/possession", I am expected to repay you with my presence. Wrong concept. If you love me than leave me alone. Until you finally learn...until you can read and understand the things I am trying to communicate. We are here as individuals to learn the lessons we need in order to progress. This intermixing of true love and simple possession must be overcome. I am lucky that I make such good company for myself and I am hoping that those in my family who are reading this will finally begin to see. If not, things could be very disturbing in the coming years, when in truth, they actually can be quite the opposite. You guys know that I am not kidding.

I pray everyday that at least some of you will wake up. I cannot choose for you, just like you cannot choose for me. I just pray that you will choose to listen and not just hear what you've been "programmed" to hear.

Otherwise, family reunion is scheduled for after death.

Ciao from the coconut...

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