Blueprints...

I understand that life is difficult at times and easy at times. I have lived enough in this body to know of pleasure and pain. I can interpret pain to the degrees of which it is made and do the same for pleasure. I know, for example, that speeding on the freeway has fewer consequences than firing a gun into a crowd. This is what I mean by degrees.

Some things are obviously more pain causing or pleasure creating than others of the same description. You may feel the pain of torn muscular tissue after lifting weights. This pain is almost a pleasure because your mind realizes that the result of the healing is a stronger, more pleasurable muscle. Hence, you enjoy a pain because of the reward of pleasure. You possess strong muscles, which can get you many things if you take time to ponder the benefits. Protection of this delivery of pleasure is demonstrated by the continual weight lifting...The continual creation of pain so that pleasure may follow.

When you feel hungry for food, you are experiencing a pain that your mind knows can be turned into pleasure if you eat. So, you eat and fill your body with pleasure, reinforcing the connection between the pain of hunger and the pleasure of satiation. One can be very protective of food and drink. In some cases, all morality may be removed in the acquisition of food and drink. This is a possessive action.

When you desire sex, you are sensing a pain that the mind is taught to release in exchange for pleasure. When you release the pain you are achieving a pleasure and are doing so by releasing your pain into or onto a partner. You cannot deny the pun, so I recognize and rejoice in it. You are using another human to nullify a pain and replace it with a pleasure. This is where we find the possession that characterizes our societal structures across the globe. This original possessive attachment is the basis for all family structure, thus teaching the benefits of possession to the offspring. The child is taught that love equates to protection of possessions. Whether they be family members, a car, a house, a girlfriend, or a pet.

Protection is the next logical step in the ego driven brain of most people. The giver of pleasure must be protected from any outside interference so as to keep the pleasure source for oneself. This happens in every way ever talked about. Even the happiest of relationships are laced with "give and take" in order to remain stable. The word choice speaks for itself..."give and take". Regardless of how you choose to define those two words, someone is giving and taking. Therefore, protection of the outlet for these gives and takes is of much importance. One must protect a possession of this importance from those who would try to take it away...even in the case of death.

The family is a derivative of this sexually based pleasure protection. We are driven to protect the offspring of such a vital pleasure source because they, the children, have become the new possession. They are now the source of the pleasure and therefore must be protected at all cost. The loss of such a possession becomes the most terrifying prospect and the protector becomes that much more blind and determined. Hmmm... Blind determination. That sounds oxymoronic and futile. The protection of this possession is most evident in death.

When someone dies, especially a relative, we stand in the face of God and denounce his creation because our source of pleasure is removed from us. We gather all of our childlike understandings and begin to spout blame and cause and loss and suffering. Please understand that YOU are feeling these things because you are the one who placed so much importance in something so fleeting. YOU are the one suffering because you have lost something that never belonged to you. YOU are the individual feeling this anger, sadness, pity, empathy, and remorse. YOU are the one begging for just one more "fix" of the drug that was so violently ripped from your protective grasp. YOU!!! You are demanding this removal be changed in the name of GOD. Would you really demand that God change?

The dead guy is experiencing ecstasy unknown to living man, looking back and cheering at the brilliance of the escape, and rejoicing with all the others that have escaped. Those left alive are the ones suffering because they feel cheated. They have been stolen from and the criminal is invisible, never to be found. The ones left alive are the ones in pain because the addiction to the drug of that person has been left in full force, while the drug has been removed from physical existence. Withdrawal symptoms are the same whether a drug or death. This is due to "POSSESSION"!!

I am trying to make a point about love and death by describing the simple truths we fail to recognize. We over analyze something so simple and end up lost in confusion. The ONLY reason you feel LOSS is because you originally felt "OWNERSHIP". The cliche holds true...How can you lose that which you never had? Think about it.

So the lessons begin with death. This is the most pervasive underlying subject of the material I am going to try to communicate. It is a wonderful foundation step and will be explored to great extent. Death is not the end!!

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I am trying to help you understand that everything we "feel" is laced with possession. This includes love. Until your mind can understand the difference between possession and love, you will remain addicted and will be unable to progress.